Lead Me Through The Fog.

Fear takes hold of me..

Taking my every breath.

The what ifs cloud my mind..

The uncertainty chills my heart.

Looking through my hazy eyes I can't tell..

If what I'm living is fantasy or reality.

I seek comfort in the flesh..

But it is true enlightenment I seek.

Let me bear my heart to you..

For I need comfort.

Let me take you to my world..

For fear no one else will ever know it.

Get to know my mind..

Before you enjoy the curves of my body.

Is there such a thing anymore?

Is true love dead?

I look in the mirror..

And see a tortured soul.

I've gone to Hell and back..

Don't feel like I've gained a damn thing.

My blood shot eyes decieve me.

Tell me more lies..let me fly higher.

Only to crash and burn in the face of others.

Only to fool myself into thinking that I will ever be complete.

Only to seek half hearted vows..

And undiscovered solice.

I need closure..

But I will never obtain it.

I should leave it alone..

But my ever wandering mind yearns to unturn it.

Can I trust myself?

Or anyone else for that matter?

It's so hard to open up...

Yet so hard to keep the gates closed.