Alone

I'm alone now..
Wondering what's so great about her..
Others are willing to give their hearts to me..
But I'm so lost.
I'm alone now..
Wondering if I'll ever get another chance..
To show you I'm the one..
I'm struggling blindly to get past my pain..
Picking up the pieces with my bleeding hands..
Smiling weakly just to see myself through.
I'm alone now..
Hoping someone will come along..
To get me away from you..
I want you..
Yet I don't want the pain that comes with you..